10-10-10

Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

There really isn’t anyone that I wish I didn’t know. I’m sure we all know the answer to who it is I need to let go. I think that I’ve let him go as much as I can. I think that since there will always be an impression on my heart that he has left I will never be able to “fully” let go. I told him, around this time last year actually, that I can’t let go if he’s still w/in reach. At that time, he was basically reaching out to me, waiting for me to pull him in. But instead, I kept my distance but also kept him in sight. Now he isn’t in my sight anymore. Every now and then I get a glance of him in my rear view, but it’s bound to happen w/ the circle of friends that we share. Sometimes I just want to leave that circle behind, too, but if I do that I’d be leaving a lot of people that are important to me. As the days go by, I feel like I have let him go a little more. And sooner than later, he will be gone. I look forward to that day! I hate that he’s become a big part of my challenges blog. This is going to be the last appearance of Voldemort. From this day on, he will no longer be a character in this book of life! Boom, lawyered!

I really like Leona Lewis. She never ceases to amaze me. She is so talented and so beautiful! I wanted to share a song today and her song really sums up how I feel. And it helps me to know that it'll be okay. Things WILL get "better in time."

Be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life! Vaarwel!

Better in Time- Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Go in, come in
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there? no one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, imma be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

How could I turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna let, hurt my feelings
But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
You didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, imma be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time