Past Due

Holy cow Batman! I haven’t written in forever! Eek! But is it really a surprise to you? I didn’t think so. ;)

Since I haven’t blogged for the past two-three months, I would assume that I have a lot to update you on. But luckily, we’re already facebook friends (right?) so you pretty much know what’s going on. New job, trip to Utah, and that pretty much catches you up. J I originally wrote a WHOLE lot more but decided that it would be too boring to read. Instead I will just say that after my 2 ½ day trip back to Utah, I realized that I miss it much more than I thought and am planning on moving back. Not for a while but hopefully not too far away either.

That’s all for now. I’ll write again soon and hopefully I’ll have more interesting things to add. Here’s the song for today. I’ve been sitting on this one for a while. I love Beyoncé. She’s so talented and beautiful. It did take me a while to truly appreciate her the way I do now, though. But I’m glad I finally do. She’s helped me out a lot in her songs so I owe it to her to love her! Here’s another HIT of hers. I’m sure you can figure out why I like this song so much. J Be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life!

Best Thing I Never Had- Beyoncé

What goes around comes back around, hey my baby (3x)

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus 2x]

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right no

Take Two

Aroha! How are my lovely Bloggies doing this fine evening? Well, it’s evening for me. J

I started this post two days ago. I had about half a page worth of writing. Turns out it was a bunch of self-wallowing. I erased it. All! Now I am starting anew. J

I’ve been watching the nephews for the past couple weeks that they’ve been back from visiting the grandparents. Nani and Matt work during the day and my schedule is SUPER flexible. I’ve been trying to do fun things w/ them but we mostly just end up playing at home and usually playing video games. I decided that I was going to break in my new tennis racket, that I’ve had for the past 4-ish months, and take the boys to the park for tennis, razor-ing, and skateboarding. None of which I am very good at. Luckily, the six tennis courts were empty so we had the whole place to ourselves. J The boys used Nani and Matt’s rackets and we picked up a can of tennis balls on the way. We had a blast! I hadn’t played tennis since I was in high school. Holy cow! I didn’t realize it was THAT long ago. Kona said that he should be good at it because he’s played Wii tennis a lot. If that were the case, I’d be a pro at bowling, boxing, summer Olympic sports, ping-pong, and so many more sports. J If only! We all got in some good exercising. The boys had so much fun that yesterday AND today they asked to go play tennis again. Sadly, we’ve just had too many things going on that we haven’t had time to go. Kona’s birthday is on Saturday. He’s turning 10! I can’t believe my little Chubbahs isn’t little anymore. Or Chubbahs for that matter. I won’t be able to call them munchkins for much longer. L

Today’s song has been done by a few different people. I’m not sure who was REALLY the original artist. Most everyone is saying it was The Zutons while others say it was Steve Winwood. Turns out Steve Winwood did have a song called “Valerie” but it’s a different one. Most recently Bruno Mars performed it at the VMA’s in memory of Amy Winehouse, as she was the one to make it “famous.” But it was Santana from Glee that I made it a hit for me. I never heard it before that episode. Sad, I know. I’ve listened to four different versions of this song. I like them all. I LOVE the video that The Zutons made. It’s pretty clever. I really like Amy so whatever she sings is good. I’m pretty much in love w/ Bruno. And I’m a total gleek. So it’s hard to say which version is my favorite. I guess they all are in their own way. But for the sake of the artist’s picture to go w/ the lyrics, I will choose Amy. I don’t think I’ve don one of her songs yet. I’ve done Bruno at least twice and Glee… I do their stuff ALL the time! It’s kind of funny how my blurb on the song of the day turns into a whole novel. J

Have a wonderful three-day weekend, Bloggies! I hope that this summer was fun, eventful, and memorable. I’m sad to see it go but I guess it can’t be summer forever. Or can it? J Be strong, be happy, and the joy in your life!

Valerie- Amy Winehouse

Well sometimes I go out by myself and I look across the water

And I think of all the things, what you’re doing, and in my head I paint a picture

Cause since I’ve come on home my body’s been a mess

And I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress

Oh won’t you come on over

Stop making’ a fool out of me

Why don’t you come on over, Valerie

Valerie

Valerie

Valerie

Did you have to go to jail, put your house out up for sale, did you get a good lawyer

I hope you didn’t catch a tan, I hope you find the right man who’ll fix it for you

Are you shopping anywhere, change the color of your hair, and are you busy

Did you have to pay that fine that you were dodging all the time, are you still dizzy

Well since I’ve come on home my body’s been a mess

And I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress

Oh won’t you come one over

Stop making a fool out of me

Why don’t you come on over, Valerie

Valerie

Valerie

Valerie

Well sometimes I go out by myself and I look across the water

And I think of all the things, what you’re doing, and in my head I paint a picture

Cause since I’ve come on home my body’s been a mess

And I miss your ginger hair and the way you like to dress

Oh won’t you come one over

Stop making a fool out of me

Why don’t you come on over, Valerie

Valerie

Valerie

Valerie

Why don’t you come on over, Valerie

She's Gonna Be Somethin' Fierce

It’s that time of year again. Hurricane season. L Looks like Irene is gonna be tearin’ up the East coast this weekend. Over the past few days she’s been slowly upgrading hurricane levels. Nani says it’s been a while since the last hurricane so Irene has been long-awaited. I haven’t been in a hurricane since Iniki, back home in Hawaii. And that was like 1992! Almost 20 years ago. Holy crap I’m old! Our area hasn’t been issued a mandatory evacuation but Matt wants to leave and head out West with our friends. I am totally fine with a mini road trip. I’ll need to get some pictures to document this trip. *Disclaimer, those pics may not be so glamorous so don’t be too shocked if you see a not-so-photogenic Leo.

Outside of the hazardous weather, things have been good. I finally got the rest of the paperwork to become an official employee for the other company I’ve been doing demos for. Have I ever told you how much I hate starting new jobs? Interviews, paper work, being the newbie. Ugh. Oh! AND I got a job being a full-time nanny/babysitter! I don’t think I mentioned it last post but it’s for a family that lives pretty close. They have five year-old twins (a boy and a girl), a three year-old girl, and another girl (due in a few weeks). The twins have half-day kindergarten so I’ll only have them for about three hours. The younger two I’ll have all day. I’m pretty excited to be working with an infant/newborn again. It doesn’t start until November but I’m happy that I got the job. It’ll make paying the bills that much less painful. J

Now for today’s song. It came on the radio while I was typing this up. It’s really good one. Well, are the songs I put up ever NOT good ones? J I like it because he talks about how he doesn’t want any other girl than the one he’s singing to. How sweet! Plus, I love me some Bruno Mars! J Be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life! Love ya!

Nothin’ on You- B.o.B feat. Bruno Mars

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
They got nothin' on you babe
Nothin' on you babe
They might say hi and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry about what they say
Cause they got nothin' on you babe
Nothin' on you babe
Na-na-na nothin' on you babe
Na- nothin' on you

I know you feel where I’m coming from
Regardless of the things in my past that I’ve done
Most of it really was for the heck of the fun
On the carousel so around I spun (spun)
With no directions just tryna get some (some)
Tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
This is how I lost more than I had ever won (won)

And honestly I ended up with none

There's so much nonsense
It's on my conscience
I’m thinking baby I should get it out
And I don't wanna sound redundant
But I was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
But never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
Cause we don't wanna be a TV episode (TV episode)
And all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
They got nothin' on you babe
Nothing on you babe
They might say hi and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry about what they say
Cause they got nothin' on you babe
Nothin' on you babe
Na-na-na nothin' on you babe
Na-na nothin' on you

Hands down there will never be another one
I been around and I never seen another one
Look at your style I ain't really got nothin' on
And you wild when you ain't got nothing on
Baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
And you keep it real while them other stay plastic
You're my wonder women call me Mr. fantastic
Stop… Now think about it

I’ve been to London, I’ve been to Paris
Even way out there in Tokyo
Back home down in Georgia to New Orleans
But you always steal the show (steal the show)
And just like that girl you like a Nintendo 64 (64)
If you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
They got nothin' on you babe
Nothin' on you babe
They might say hi and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry about what they say
Cause they got nothin' on you babe
Nothin' on you babe
Na-na-na nothin' on you babe
Na-na nothin' on you

Everywhere I go I’m always hearing your name (name, name)
And no matter where I’m at girl you make me wanna sang (sang, sang)
Whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
No other girls on my brain and you the one to blame

Beautiful girls all over the world
I could be chasing but my time would be wasted
They got nothin' on you babe
Nothin' on you babe
They might say hi and I might say hey
But you shouldn't worry about what they say
Cause they got nothin' on you babe
Nothin' on you babe
Na-na-na nothin' on you babe
Na-na nothin' on you
Yeah and that's just how we do it
And I’ma let this ride

New Kid on the Block

Two months and no new posts? Dang it! And yet, it’s no surprise.

Do you remember how I said I was going to Utah in July and that I was also going to see Katy Perry in concert while visiting? Well, I didn’t. To both. L I was planning on going to visit towards the end of July but nothing went as planned once I moved out to Virginia. Funny how that happens in life sometimes. Despite the lack of plans going through things have been pretty good in Virginia overall. Work is good and it looks like I will be getting a few more hours each week. Yes! I just finished my second math class. *Phew* Final grades haven’t been posted yet but I’m pretty sure I’m getting at least a C. *fingers crossed* Thanks Raylene for helping me!! I also just interviewed for a care giver position. There’s a family in town that is looking for someone to watch their son a few hours after school. There’s also another family that is looking for a nanny to watch their four kids during the week. The twins will be in kindergarten and have a half-day schedule for I would watch all four of them for three hours. The rest of the time I would only have to watch the two younger ones. I’m working on scheduling an interview with them so we’ll see how that goes, too.

Oh! We got a second dog about a week ago. Well, my sister them did. He’s a black lab and apparently he’s a full-bred American Lab. Which are rare. Pretty cool, huh? We adopted him from the SPCA. He’s about a year and a half and his name was Mater. We just changed his name and made official today. Welcome Rastah to the family! J He and Kahlua play together all the time. It’s still a bit of a battle for dominance in the house but they mostly get along. It’s probably gonna take a while before that’s settled since Rastah is a bit older than Kahlua so he thinks he should have power, whereas it’s Kahlua’s house and he’s the first dog. They’re both just stubborn. But that’s what happens when you become part of the family. J Haha!

Today’s song is from Nicki Minaj. She is totally taking over the airwaves! At first I was a little resistant to her because she seemed to be in like every song. But as I’ve listened to the songs that she’s featured in I’ve learned to love her and especially after listening to her album I’ve fully fallen in love w/ her music. Hope you see the awesomeness that IS Nicki Minaj. J Be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life.

Right Thru Me (edited) - Nicki Minaj

You see right through me
How do you do that (3x)
How do you (x5 )

You let me win
You let me ride
You let me rock
You let me slide
And when they looking
You let me hide
Defend my honor
Protect my pride
The good advice
I always hated
But looking back
It made me greater
You always told me
Forget the haters
Just get my money
Just get my weight up
Know when I'm lying
Know when I'm crying
It's like you got it
Down to a science
Why am I trying
No you ain't buying
I tried to fight it
Back with defiance
You make me laugh
You make me hoarse
From yelling at you
And getting at you
Picking up dishes
Throwing them at you
Why are you speaking
When no one asked you

You see right through me
How do you do that (x3)
How do you (x5)
You see right through me
How do you do that (x3)
How do you (x5)

What are we doing
Could you see through me
And you say Nicki
And I say who me
And you say no you
And I say screw you
Then you start dressing,
And you start leaving
And I start crying
And I start screaming
The heavy breathing,
But what's the reason
Always get the reaction you wanted
I'm actually fronting
I'm asking you something
Yo, answer this question
Class is in session
Tired of letting
Passive aggression
Control my mind
Capture my soul
Okay you're right
Just let it go
Okay you got it
It's in the can
Before I played it
You knew my hand
You could turn a free
Throw to a goal
***** got the peep hole to my soul

You see right through me
How do you do that (x3)
How do you (x5)
You see right through me
How do you do that(x3)
How do you (x5)

Stop! Ohhh
Stop! Ohhh
Would you just stop looking through me cause I can't take it
No I can't take it

You see right through me
How do you do that (x3)
How do you (x5)

You see right through me
You see right through me baby
You see right through me
You see right through me

....baby

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Virginia is for lovers

Hello Blogging world!

I should be more consistent when it comes to posting but I’ve just been lazy lately. Plus there isn’t much going on that you don’t already know.

The girls dropping me off @ the airport

I moved out to Virginia two weeks ago and it’s been pretty chill. Not too much going on. It’s been a nice change of scenery and I’m excited for more new changes. Working w/ my sister has been nice. I’m doing the same thing I did two Christmas seasons ago, when I first came out to work w/ her. I’m a merchandiser for a two different companies working at three different military exchanges. They’re basically military malls. You have to be or be w/ a military I.D. holding person in order to get in and buy things. It’s cool because the prices are usually less than that of Wal-Mart and everywhere else, PLUS you don’t pay sales tax. Cool huh? J I basically represent a whole bunch of different companies and brands. Everything from electronics to perfumes, to outdoor merchandise and more. It may seem like I do a lot but really I only have so many hours a week between the two. My sister can give me about 8-11 hours a week and the other company can give me 7 or 8 hours a week. There’s a third company that I’m hoping to work for doing the same thing but getting 30 hours a week! That reminds me, I need to call and follow up w/ them.

I’m now in a family ward. The singles branch was dissolved a few weeks ago because there just wasn’t enough people to function properly. Everybody moved away or got married. It’s a good reason for it to be dissolved but still a little sad. It’s going to be interesting to be in a family ward again. It’s been so long since I was last in one. Usually the only time I go to a family ward is when I’m visiting home, or a friend. So I feel like I’ll only be there a few Sundays before I go back to my singles ward. But that’s kind of how I feel about Virginia, too. It’s like I’m only out here for a little while and then I’ll go back to Utah. Only, that’s not really how it is. I do miss Utah but change is good. Change helps us to grow. Change… changes everything.

Today’s song is one that is ALWAYS stuck in my head because I hear it so much on the radio. J But luckily it’s a song that I like. This one is the album version, so w/o Kanye West rapping. I like it better w/o the rap anyways. Personally, the rap part doesn’t make much sense for it to be on there. Usually it enhances the song but really this time it doesn’t. Maybe I’m just prejudiced toward Kanye. Maybe I’d feel differently if it were Luda instead? Maybe it’s really that the rap part doesn’t make much sense to be on there. Anyways, I really like Katy Perry. She’s so pretty and does her own thing. Good for her! I’m excited to see her next month in concert!! J Be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life!

E.T.- Katy Perry

You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil?
Could you be an angel?

Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing

They say, be afraid
You're not like the others
Futuristic lover
Different DNA
They don't understand you

[Pre-Chorus]
You're from a whole 'nother world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I'm ready to go
Lead me into the light

Kiss me, k-k-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison

Take me, t-t-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

You're so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers
Stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
This is transcendental
On another level
Boy, you're my lucky star

I wanna walk on your wave length
And be there when you vibrate
For you I'll risk it all
All

[Chorus]

Extraterrestrial
Extraterrestrial

Boy, you're an alien
Your touch so foreign
It's supernatural
Extraterrestrial

Just Around the River Bend

“Change is good. Change is part of the Kingdom.” My bishop said, something like this, on Sunday. THIS was the answer to my prayer. Virginia, here I come!

To my St. George peeps (basically just Karyn since she’s pretty much the only person who ever reads my blog) I’m sorry I’m not gonna be livin’ it up w/ you all. Apparently the Lord has other things in store for me. I wish I could come hang out before I leave but I don’t have the time or money. L

Thank you to EVERYONE who has supported me in my decisions. I appreciate everything that you all have done for me! You’re the best!

Today’s song is one that’s from the Broadway musical “Rent.” I watched the movie for the first time last year and I liked it a lot more than I thought. I totally LOVE the songs and the actors in the movie. This version was done on Glee a little bit ago. I love that Mercedes and Rachel were having a diva-off to this song. J Definitely a fun song! It makes me happy and wish that I had pipes like these ladies. One day. Well my lovelies, be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life!

Take Me or Leave Me – Glee Cast

Every single day

I walk down the street

I hear people say, "Baby's so sweet"

Ever since puberty everybody stares at me

Boys, girls I can’t help it baby

So be kind and don’t lose your mind
Just remember that I’m your baby

Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me
Take me baby or leave me

A tiger in a cage
Can never see the sun
This diva needs her stage baby, let’s have fun!

You are the one I choose
Folks would kill to fill your shoes
You love the limelight too, now baby

So be mine and don’t waste my time
Cryin’ “Oh Honey bear, are you still my, my, my baby?”

Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me

No way, can I be what I’m not
But hey, don’t you want your girl hot?
Don’t fight, don’t lose your head
‘Cause every night, who’s in your bed?

Who, who’s in your bed?
Kiss, Pookie

That’s it! The straw that breaks my back

I quit, unless you take it back
Women, what is it about them?
Can’t live with them or without them!

Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
(Who I was meant to be)
And if you give a damn
(And if you give a damn ya better)
Take me baby or leave me
(Oh take me baby, take me or leave me)
Take me baby
Or leave me

Guess I’m leaving
I’m gone!

Choices

Have you ever wondered which way to go when a choice is placed before you? Ha, I feel like that is part of a song but I can’t figure out what one. It wasn’t intentional to be quoting a song, or anything else for that matter.

It seems to me that whenever I FINALLY make a decision, a whole bunch of other choices pop-up. And they’re usually pretty awesome ones, too! I hate it because, if you don’t already know this, I’m really indecisive. My picture is next to the word in the dictionary. That and gullible. Hmm. Maybe I shouldn’t have mentioned that last one. But whatever. If you’re reading this, you already knew that.

My last post talked about how I was excited to be moving to St. George. Well, within the last few days, something else has come up. And it’s a pretty good something else, too. Logically speaking, it would be the better choice. Generally speaking, I have no idea what I’m going to do. I know that it’s really a matter that I need to take up with Heavenly Father, and that’s totally what I’m going to do. But I just hate having to make so many decisions. Well, rather I hate having so many options. Sometimes I just wish you only had to choose between two things and that’s it. Every time you had to make a decision. Instead of an infinite amount of options.

Any who. Today’s song is from Ms. Britney Spears. The funny thing about her is that I didn’t like her during her first two albums. I’m not sure why. I was totally a teeny-bopper back then. Maybe it was because I liked, and still like, Christina more. Anyway, I didn’t like her but I liked her songs. Nowadays, I like her. And her songs. I’m so happy that she’s made a good comeback. I’m not sure how I feel about her newest album yet but I loved Circus. This song is off of her third album, Britney. You know, this album has been quite the inspiration for me. When it first came out I had recently graduated from high school and I wanted to be an adult but was still looked at as a child. It’s interesting how her songs are still inspirational and related ten years later. Holy cow! :O Anyways, I’m not saying that I’ve been overprotected but just the feel of the song, overall, is what I feel a lot. Wow. This post has been pretty personal, and rant-worthy. Anyways, be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life!

Overprotected- Britney Spears

[Spoken:]
I need time (time)
Love (love)
Joy (joy)
I need space
I need me
(Action!)

Say hello to the girl that I am!
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell 'em what I like
What I want
What I don't
But every time I do I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world, I realize
I'm Overprotected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I need… time (love)
I need… space
(This is it, this is it)

I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna
What I what what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody's telling me just what what what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

(Action!)

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I don't need nobody telling me just what I wanna
What I what what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody's telling me just what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

Over Due

Holy cow! It has been FOREVER since my last blog. L Sorry guys!

I just realized that on my last post I opened by calling you all “clubbies.” Haha! I meant to say “Bloggies.” My bad! Moving on.

Not too much going on since my last post. Still doing school. Still a nanny. Still Hawaiian. J Our branch did just turn into a ward. We combined w/ another singles ward and now we are all one HUGE family! Holy cow! Yesterday in RS we had at least 100 sisters! Well, Idk exactly but had to be. We were so big that we had to move from the RS room to the over flow/cultural hall. I’m excited though. Lots of new people. Especially boys! J

I am also moving to St. George! I’m finally taking the leap. It’s been in the making for the last six months. I still don’t have a job set up yet but I still have a month before I get down there. Pray for me guys! I am also in the market for a moped/scooter. Hopefully I’ll get one soon so I can learn how to ride it and what not before I get down to St. George.

Oh, and the biggest excitement that has recently happened in my life, drum roll please… I am debt free!! Credit card debt free that is. But it still counts!! I am so happy to finally have that monkey off my back. I still have student loans to pay back but luckily I still have time before I have to start paying them back. *phew*

Today’s song is from Adele. She is so awesome! I love the way she sings and sounds. *sigh* so amazing! J I never knew what all the words were until now. It’s an even better song than I thought. Haha! I guess that’s all for now, Bloggies. I hope this new month is going well and brings lots of success and happiness! Be strong, be happy, and find the joy in your life!

Rolling in the Deep- Adele

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, and it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your s*** bare
See how I'll leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you
And I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

You could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it
You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat.